A New Beginning
Oh, the first blog post. The blank empty canvas that starts it all off.
But instead of starting, perhaps it is best to start with an ending.
About 6 years ago I shut down my life coaching business. Which had started as a space coaching business and then morphed into intuitive life coaching with a dash of energy work on the side. You know, as one does who is into woo. And then something just felt off, and so I rebranded to Shit My Soul Says (which came to me during a Reiki session). And I continued searching around for whatever it was I was trying to do. In the midst of all that I was working to start a spirituality center with a dear friend / acupuncturist. And boy, did that blow up. That's for a whole other blog post.
In all of that, I ended up getting disconnected from my spirituality (which is what all of my coaching work was based on) and getting tired of trying to figure out what the heck I was doing. I decided to return to The World of Work, getting into HR (which I love), and trying to put all that life coaching stuff behind me and just move onto a secure, stable, and (too) predictable life.
Hm. Yeah. Well, apparently the Universe disagreed. To be fair, it gave me a bit of time to play my little job games and do the recovering I needed to do. But then in 2019 my spirituality starting creeping up on me. As you know, it does. And then my friend that I had tried to start the spirituality center with kept talking to me about doing a spirituality podcast. Well, if you know one thing about me, you know I love to talk. So I said, Sure! Why the fuck not?
If you know another thing about me, it is that I love my tarot cards. And as I was asking for readings on the podcast, or work, or money, or life in general, the Universe kept pointing to me getting back into my Calling work.
You see, even though I had left all the life-coaching-energy-work-woo-woo-shit behind, I knew, I KNEW somewhere in there was my purpose. And that sooner or later I was going to have to get back to it. Because, you know, LIFE PURPOSE and all of that.
So there I am, doing a reading for myself, and decide to just ask outright about the Calling work. And as I laid out the cards I said "Oh Fuck. I really have to do this". Because yes, it was quite clear, the Tarot said over and over and over, that way lies joy and fulfillment.
I guess the Universe decided that 2020 was the fuckfest of the year to get it all going. So in my hermitage, I've been brewing and growing and preparing. And I realized that it is time to come out of the closet, so to speak.
You see, the reason that I struggled before trying space coaching and intuitive coaching and energy work and everything else, is that for some reason, I was afraid to just come out with what it was I actually wanted to work on. And if there is one thing that 2020 has taught me, its to say Fuck It. Because you sure as hell don't know what is coming next.
So, Fuck It. What I'm really here for is to help souls learn their life lessons and find their life purpose. I believe that we are all here in physical form with things to do and things to learn. Things that will help us feel more connected to our higher selves, to our god/goddess/deity/Universe/magic/whatever. Things that will help us live our lives from a place of love and empowerment, and overcome the fear that holds too many of us back. Things that will help us connect with others, learn from others, teach others, and help others. Things that will help balance relationships, to make up for things that happened in past lives. And while we are here, we can also learn more about the power of our body, of our spirit, of our energy, and of our love.
We incarnated on this incredibly challenging planet full of pain and suffering, of beauty and joy, because we knew this was going to be a great place to learn and grow and find our way back to our magnificence.
We are here to get some serious shit done.
So, let's get on with it, shall we?